Can i do it?!??!

Saturday july 22, 2005

• 7:00- Wake up
•     Get Ready for Gym
• 7:30- Exercise
• 8:00- go to gym
• 9:30- Get ready

Eat Breakfast-   Bran Flakes/strawberries/skim milk

•    Shower
• Pack Lunch for beach
•    Get beach stuff
•    Roll blunt

Lunch-  Turkey Sandwich..Let, Tom, Mayo

Dinner-  4oz od broiled fish/ 1/2 cup of steamed vegtables

Alright well, i dont know what im expecting from myself.  But i need to set my priorities staright.  Why do i keep doing the same exact thing??? Why dont i learn from mistakes?  I dont know. I am going to go to bed in a little bit, and then i will hopefully be able to finish everything tommorow that i want to finish before its time to go to the beach..  It will be my decision to see i can really do what i want in life.  I need to begin to do this right.. 

I have been feeling really unaccomplished and shitty, why?? I dont know.  C isnt even really a full part of my life right now, even he has seemed to loose my inspiration.

Cause everybody needs someone to love
And I know that it's true
And I know that it's you
I don't understand
Why you can't be my man
So I better wake up
Stop living in a dream
Yes I better wake up
Cause I can't lose the love I never had
Yeah I better wake up
As painful as it seems
Yes I better wake up
I can not lose the love I never had